Well, to no one's shock or surprise, my beta came back as less than 1. I still had a tiny bit of hope this morning but this afternoon when I went to the bathroom I saw blood on the toilet paper and knew it was over.
My appointment with my doctor is not until next Friday but there is a possibility that I could still cycle anyway even with my period starting full flow tomorrow. I'm going to head home tonight and take inventory of all of the medication that I have at home and email the nurse. She is going to try to talk to my doctor tomorrow to discuss the protocol. I mentioned that I didn't want to do birth control again because I believe I was over-suppressed but mentioned that I have Lupron at home (leftover from the FET this spring).
So hopefully I don't have to wait an entire month to start cycling again. We'll see.
8 comments:
So sorry for the BFN. I hope you can start cycling again ASAP and that you get your BFP
Well shit.
Even when you know the likely outcome, it still sucks when it's made official. I hope you can cycle soon!
:( It sucks. I am sorry.
Dang. I'm sorry. Even when you pretty much know it didn't work, it's always still a disappointment to have it confirmed. Hope you are able to jump right back in for another cycle this month. Wishing you the best of luck!
Ugh. Sorry this cycle was a bust. Fingers crossed you can get going on the next one ASAP!
I am so sorry. Bad news just keeps following us. :( Sending hugs and virtual wine. xx
Ugh. I'm sorry. It's nuts how even when you've prepared yourself for a negative, it's still disappointing.
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