Worried

Today is Cycle Day 15 and I am worried. I have been using my Ovulation Prediction Kit for the past few days and I haven’t seen the smiley face yet (smiley face means that I will ovulate in the next 24-48 hours).

There are three possibilities for this cycle- two of them would suck, one of them would be great.

Possibility #1 is that I get the smiley face this afternoon when I test. This is very possible as I usually ovulate around this time in my cycle. Once I get the smiley face CP has to head into the clinic tomorrow morning to give his sample. I would then have to head in at 11am to get an ultrasound and get turkey basted. The problem with this is that I have a work event in southern CT all day tomorrow. As in, I am supposed to leave at 7:30am and not get back until after 7pm. That would obviously cause a major problem in trying to get turkey basted. I called the clinic yesterday to ask what we can do if this happens and I guess it takes a few hours for them to ready the sample to insert into me so the earliest they could do it would be 10am. I am going down to the event with other coworkers but this would really inconvenience everyone….or it would result in me not getting turkey basted this month.

Possibility #2 is that I don’t ovulate again this cycle. This would have me really worried. I mean, I did have to take progesterone to force my period after the Lupron shot, but by now I should be normal again right? I was a regular ovulator before my surgery….

Possibility #3 (aka the BEST one) is that I get the smiley face tomorrow when I sketchily test at my work event. That way I can go into the clinic Friday morning to get turkey basted.

Cross your fingers I don’t get the smiley face this afternoon- but get it tomorrow afternoon!!